3. Learn From Your Mistakes

So, the biggest event of today, would most certainly be my first performance of... 'Untold Tales' - inevitably, it was more cringe than a Glee medley, despite the wonderful white lies my friends and school faculty expressed. Happily, i did not slip up momentously and embarrass myself, although my monologue and group play is tomorrow night and the family will be attending this... good god i see it now - I begin the song in my monologue and piss all over the floor! (My very good friend who left is coming especially to see us - intimidating)


That's all quite exciting, but earlier today i was faced with a large decision.... something I've been faced with before actually. Where shall i start? Let's begin with, my 'risk' worked, and it was all going along quite smoothly, it seemed for a few hours, things might just end up in my favour. But I was rapidly mistaken. I soon found myself in a predicament - two choices, and one of my best friends slipping through my fingers. It's peculiar, this hasn't been my first encounter with this situation. Over a year ago I severely betrayed one of the most wonderful friends i've ever had, and I seriously hurt her. I brought myself back to that day. Had i not been so selfish, we'd still be as close as we used to be, I could get back those days we spent apart, and most importantly; avoid the most painful relationship experienced at such a juvenile age. 
I never really understood the concept of 'learning from one's mistakes'... until now. I guess things happen for a reason. When i look at it now, there wasn't really a choice, the answer was painted quite clearly for me. Hoes before bros - a great friendship has such an effect on your life.. if you play your cards right.


On a brighter note, Two Door Cinema Club in 31 days! Start getting excited.. Now I can talk, no one can talk! Ahhh the sweet sensation that is two door. 
I'll leave you with a comforting quote from the Irish born TDCC
Let's make this happen, girl you gonna show the world that something good can work and it can work for you.

Eff x